Wednesday, July 26, 2006

deprsion, what an intresting creation. it will die

depression is an intresting little beast. It has no motive. it does not have any signs of when it strikes. it stays as long as it wants. reaking havock with no type of pattern. It is a monster. others understnad it better than i do. they call it an illness. i thnk it is a littl beast aht can distract the strongest beliver form any task or job. it is a great little wepon of the enemy. and a great tool for our selfs to use to escape reality and the work of the holy spirt. it is hard to fight on your own. makes you feel like crap. it can use phisical illness to even weaken you father . but it is beatable. not only is it beatable. you can kill it. with the fathers help. first there has to be priorty changes. becasue i think one of the reasons why depresion come in to a person is that there self image is weak. that the have issuse with self. so depersoin can sneak in and wisper lies. that are so eay to belive. lies about health , weight, mental copasity, and friendships. those lies sound like truths casue they soudl like you. he is a great imator of yourself. so you and i belive them. but when you are in a personal relationship with the father. it makes things diffrent. the father also wispers things to us. that he loves us and cares for us. so konw ther is a heavness casue lies and the truth can not live in the same area. so there is a fight. the little monster depression fights the holy spirt. the thing is the spirt is strong. but depresion sinks in to self at times they are indestigishable. so know you deal with a self. your self you dont trust. it makes you feel like crap. he beats you up. but its yourself. how do you fight your self. i belive that god wants us to be confident in ourself. to love who we are. ourself is not the enemy. but depresion and hate and anger. casue they found woulds that other casued that were baerried. they live there. so what do you do. live in God. continue to have a relationship with the father. to obey god. and contune to talk to self. work things out. and heal. as i and others heal depresion is forced out like a desise by the holy spirt. it hurts becasue he has been ther so long. but life getts better every day. you feel less and less horable about self. god wins the victories. and will win the war. depresion will be defeated.

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